down mood

my feel so unhappy yesterday night until today....because you??????....why me want unhappy, i dun know how to say my feeling now....my feeling is very down and very very badmood.....this morning around 8:30am i received a sms from my secondary school friend,bcoz today we meet but her sms me say she not feeling weel and meet on next week.....so, now me alone at one utama starbucks, and very badmood to updated my blog....izit want a real friend also hard...why want so care that feeling..i think better alone and all things put inside my hearts....i will not tell anythings to anybody...why ERrica u want so care that friend and care that feeling...be worth...i think myself can get a real friend but also is no used de.....izit all the things his tell me is real all?????????i very confuse and ask myself why why why????????or that is a dream only,izit got this people,izit want be a friend with me,i dun know and confuse....my heart many question many question......i now already 2:28pm, i also dun know sit at here until what time....