no mood

today, 6am edi wake up then lay on the bed.....until 6:45am caree my elder son go downstair change uniform....reach office today , dun know why feeling no very good..mood very down lor.....and like will lost somethings and will far with me.....i dun want that feeling,so hard and pain in my heart.....are you got like this feeling before, like want lost something and got thing far with you????me now have this feeling, i dun want let this feeling inside my heart, is pain pain pain and so heart lor......me really no very happy today, no mood and my heart no very good......i really dun want like that feeling like now......